13/37 "Hold On"

I didn't want to post this....since it's old...but oh well.

12/37 Como La Savila

Juicy
Slippery

yeah....

11/37 Lick Carne

I love to touch raw meat. It's intriguing. It's weird.
I remember as a kid I wanted to be a butcher, just because I love to touch raw meat.
Whenever I got to the supper market I stare at butchers touching all that meat. It looked good, and it feels good.

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Me gusta tocar la carne cruda. Es intrigante. Es raro.
Recuerdo cuando era chiquita quería ser carnicera, sólo porque me encanta tocar la carne cruda.
Cuando voy al supermercado me gusta ver como trabajan los carniceros y ver como tocan toda esa carne. Se ve rico y se siente bien.

10/37

I have a thing for collarbones. I want to make a photoseries about them :)

9/37

Para poder dibujarte mejor.

Egon Schiele Back

I love you man :)

Another Crying Portrait June 2009

After a stupid cellphone theft.
Ehh...I don't like this one a lot. My camera died on me after a few shots. So I had to choose the best out of four pictures.

8/37 Thunder Chest

I've never done this before. I drew a map of my chest pains. The left side hurts more than the right side. I'm used to this stupid pain but sometimes it's so fucking strong I wish I could grab my lung/muscle/heart/ribs and squeeze them to make it stop.


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Es primera vez que hago esto. Dibujé un mapa de mis dolores en el pecho. El lado izquierdo duele más que el lado derecho. Estoy acostumbrada a este dolor tonto, pero a veces el dolor es tan fuertemente maldito que me dan ganas de agarrar mi pulmón / músculo / corazón / costillas y apretarlos para que este dolor pare.

7/37 Nattie Gone Smokes

Process:
The blue one "7/37 Nattie Gone Smokes" was initially the first sketch
then it evolved into this



I started coloring with watercolors and colorpencil...then Bam! complete bullshit...



So I looked at the sketch today and decided to enhance it digitally


Nattie Gone :)

I'm trying...I swear. I said I'm not giving up.

By the way, I fixed the whole Feeds problem.....I'm sorry. Many people warned me about it, I realized I couldn't add myself to netvibes so I fixed it...my bad.


Question to my lovely limited followers:

What inspires you?

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Estoy intentando ... en serio que si. Dije que no lo iba a dejar.

Por cierto, arregle el problema de los feeds ..... lo siento. Mucha gente me advirtió sobre eso, me di cuenta que yo no me podia añadir a Netvibes, así que que lo arregle.


Pregunta para los que ven este blog:

¿Qué te inspira?

I sometimes....can't. I am not giving up Project 37, but I can't.

"Evolving artists often encounter a "crisis of belief." This means a failure of belief in the possibility of one's art connecting and being worthwhile, as well as belief in oneself as a creative dynamo. This crisis, which can lead to inertia and outright failure, is the penalty that comes with knowledge and understanding. It was ever thus, and it's part of the evolution of cultures.
To get those juices back artists need to reinstate a kind of blind faith in their mission and their capabilities. This may require some modification of goals and a shot of self-deception. While self-managed relaxation and re-centring may be necessary, more than anything it requires a resorting of priorities. Some artists opt for the maximum joy they can attain from the work itself, rather than trying to save the world. If all else fails there is always beauty. There's something to be said for beauty. Other artists see shallowness in beauty manufacture, and try to put more meaning and purpose into their work. We humans are marked by our capability of reinventing ourselves, and time and time again we evolve by these decisions." -- Robert
http://painterskeys.com/

6/37 Unhappy Women Make Dangerous Things

Last year I was so unhappy I felt I was in danger, making dangerous things. I was in extremely harmful. This drawing doesn’t relate to what I feel now.

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El año pasado fui tan infeliz, me sentia en peligro, hacia cosas peligrosas. Este dibujo no tiene nada que ver con lo que siento ahora.

5/37 Tilt My Moon

I had many images stuck in my head while drawing this piece of garbage. This is as lame as I can be. Can I be any lamer? also...i'm behind the schedule.

Ay...en espanol....me falta la letra que completa la palabra espanol de la manera correcta....pero me da pereza tener que undir 6 teclas para hacerlo.
Apesto... ahhh y estoy atrasada...yay.

4/37

Selfportrait.....nothing new.

I have a little smile

3/37

"Only Gawd Knows How Much I Loved You"


I don't like this one at all... No me gusta.

I'm having ridiculous photoshop problems...it wont save in layers. So I lost 2/37 (damn it) and probably this one (which I don't care) Damn you Adobe/virus/computer/me.

2/37 Fuck My Mouth

"Lick it, fuck my mouth"




Other lollipop illustrations

"Lick" 2006

"Just When Sucking Was Hard" 2008